it's been days ever since i updated.

was busy with my phase test, things coming and increasing endless, i'm so wanting to give up yesterday was planning to do some shopping today for CNY clothes cause i caught some when i was walking around, but didnt know if i should get it, was planning to get myself a long black top, seems nice and i can keep it for my future use, but i guess, i'm still thinkinggg~

things aint going so smoothly so recently, sort of stressed up and tired, pimiples increasinggg, and i've got to clear it within a week time, CNY cominggg, cant have any pimples on my faceeee^^ wan a good look pleaseeee. people been asking me wat i'm getting and where i'm going during cny, just gonna visit dad side and of course mother side and i cant spend much time on visiting, exams on the following weeks and moreee. so FREAKING stress!

cant be bothered anymore, too many coming up, just going to do what i can and try to maintain my gpa and get higher this time, so irritating sometimes when people kept giving negative comments that they cant get this and that, i'm go wanting to scold them, when they comment and others need to gain their motivation and encouragement. hells !!!!!

finally one phase test down!!!! there's 2 more class test, 3 practical assignment and 1 phase test
ohmyyyyy~

time seems to flies so fast that i didnt realize exams are coming and this means that i'm going to my year2 of my course and this means that my junior of BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEM are entering (: cant wait to see them pleaseee. truth that at first, i thought that this course is sort of off to what i'm aiminggg. but as months passed, i'm  starting to try my best to do what i can, didnt wan to giveup although its a tough and tiring course.

was suppose to complete my commands yesterday but i didnt have to motivitation to complete them, there's way too much commands that i've got to understand and way too much to continue and understand what i can, i'm so stress pleaseee. guess everyone is stress in the upcoming exams and doing their very best to score as much as they can, lucks to everyone. i'm soo tiredddd .. .

cousinAMELIA got me a black shoes and nice ring, thanks alot (: uncle went oversea so auntJESSIE brought them here to visit grandma (: and starting chit chattng for a while and i went to continue with my commands (|; so tiringggg. that's all for the day.

i'm good girl to study todayy (: haha:D

hard work done by bro and everyone(:

woke up around 9am, washup and went back JURONG home to do all the arranging and all, hahas:D like finally done with all furniture arrangement and beds. hahas, TV and all lighting all up(: nice niceee:DDDD sweating like hell when arranging, especially BRO and MAID (: no strength to push all the furniture pleaseee and each time i arrange, the furniture is getting heavierrrr. ohmy~

after that, went back grandma house, bought lunch(: and tv timeee, was suppose to complete my command notes, ended my hands are aching, have got no choice but to rest, went to rest and woke up around 3plus, and started with my commands. ohmyyy~ so damn small my words. wonder if all this commands is going to work): soo WORRRRYING.

cousinBRYAN came and his family, but not cousinAMELIAs' her dad is oversea but they coming tomorrow, realise that i've yet to complete all my stuff, guess tomorrow is the day that i'm mugging again, sooo tried): thursday is the IMPT day, ohmy~ praying that i can score well this time. can i?

that's all for the day, i haven done my CNY shoppinggg.hells ~

days are so different.. . . .

nails that i've done (: hahhas. nice nice. but i spoiled it when i was doing my PRACTICAL in CCNA lab -.-

woke up around 10plus, lesson cancel today, and brother asked if i wants to go back to help to clear house, HOUSE is under renovation. (: hehehes, ate my lunch and cabbed home with brother and aunt, decided to move all the old furniture and all, DAMNNN heavy pleasee. ! CANNOT TAHAN pleaseee damn tired. after that, CI EN came my houseee. haha:DDDD so messssy pleaseee. but she manage to see all the new furniture. haha:|) damn big
after that went JP with her to have her lunch then walk around to continue getting the BLACK SPRAY for tomorrow, need to go spray cause there's some stupid marks there. siannn-.- after that went back home cause brother is still at home doing, and guess what. i thought his clearing and cleaning but in the end, his moving all the freaking beds and is like a diaster to me ! hells. HATE IT.

some things just need no be the way it is, the chance that i've given might be unfair to you, but i've got no choice, maybe cause i've been trusting people so much that i didnt know how its going to be ....

woke up at 9.30am, bathe and prepare for school, cabbed to school today. damn tiredddd. sleepy. reached school and went to meet peiling for lunch, but end up i didnt have mine, cause i'm too tired and lazyy to eat. (: after lunch went CO-OP as usual get my drinks and all. went back class for lesson(:

no lesson todayy, was doing all PRACTICE next week practical of PHASE test, wishing that i can do well, and my class all chiong like sot hahahs:DDDD keep practising and helping one another, (: soo HARDWORKING PLEASEE:D

wanted to go eat, but ended, peiling have to go, so i got to go home too. no chioceeee:D

went to meet cousin to pass her stuff (: and all. :DDDD seeing her on saturday too. yeahhh :D

wishing to be aloneee...

finally i'm back to my dearly post, miss posting but i just didnt have got the time to so i decided to continue posting after i've truly finish my LLA PROJECT MANAGEMENT presentation, last week is like a torturing week pleaseee. althought the work are suppose to be team work, but because there's some problems and sort of miscommunication, i decided to do it myself, peiling handled the VIDEO that we planned to do it, and the PPT i'm in charged, so i tried doing, but i didnt know that it turns out to be so tough that i have to stay up almost every night so late to just complete on my ppt, i tried doing and this is the first time i'm the first time doing the ppt and i didnt know that my lecture love it, she said that each and every classmate ppt, she can see the hard work that we've put in, now i'm just praying for good grades and continue with the report writing, and that will be the end of our PM1, (: I'M HAPPY that i manage to complete and met what i wanted and the targets that i've set.

sort of sorry that i didnt want that and didnt expect tahat i actually burst and shouted at u. sorry):

TODAY(:
woke up morning and prepared, bus to clementi and met XIAOXING and we both train to school, that's the routine for every tuesday i guess. :D train to TAMPINES and went to get my BREAKFAST at MAC, bus to school after that, lesson was push back to 9am and we had our breakfast outside class(: hehe^^ nice nice.. and lesson started around 9.30am and ended around 11plus, went to help out MR.ROGER in the device configuration but ended i went there to play (: and joke with the lecturers. hahas:DDD funfun.went cafe2 to have my lunch, peiling friends joinged us too (: and we went seperate ways after that, went CO-OP shop to get my chocolates haha:D nice nice :DDD lesson start at 2pm, as per normal lecture today, ohmy! i just realise that my ccna4 i'm going to complete! hahhas:DDD finally yeahh. i wan good grades for CCNA pleaseeee. phase test is next week ohmy ohmy! i'm not prepared and i need NOTES NOTES ! and case study there will be presentation means that there's ppt again. tiringgg~ that's all for these days.

somethings are just meant to be what it is, i miss my days):

woke up around 10plus, and i'm hungryyyy, realize that only left with sisters and maid at home, the rest are out to religious, seriously. i think i've been MIA-ING  from religious and i even dream of something damn serious ! ohmy~ think i guess i should plan my time well, been going home late this whole week trying to complete my projects as MONDAY is the PRSENTATION, coming here to blog cause i'm seriously going NUTS ! and i cant do anything to it.

readers that reading my post everytime will realize that i keep repeating on what i wanted to say and why am i sooo freaking tired and stress up with, when i suppose everything can be well planned and i trust the person so well, everything just seems to be a LIES! doing these and that because of what ? trying my best and helping one another, but when i help the other, i always didnt have the chance to do mine ? why am i sooooo reluctant and impatient this few week or even after i enter this course. getting so tired and pressured by the surrounding and modules. why ???????

when others seems to be so slacking and some even having the intention to giveup this coursee, maybe they just didnt want to waste their time, so am i ??? how i really wonder i can go to a course that i truly truly want, now i've got no choice but to studyy hard. (:

afternoon, cousinBRYAN came and asked me to help him in his art work, sort of really tired to do, sleep, eat, sleep, and only manage to wake myself up at 3plus, bathe and cousinBRYAN kept nagging and wanting me to help him, hmmm. CNY coming and their assignment was to complete a new year card. dying of ideas, so i went to INTERNET to get some ideas and drew, too bad didnt manage to snap photos of what i've drew, but auntEUNICE bryan mummy says that, it doesnt seems to be like a primary2 work. hahahs (: sooo nice :DDD but i miss drawinggg ~~~

drawing cannot be FUTURE work, but only an INTEREST to me .

going out tomorrow, finally meeting my religious friends i guess (: and after that, i think i have to break my head and all to just complete my script for monday presentation, MEETING team mates to do it. haiz TIRINGGG~

the moments.

i'm back to my rotting blog, was suppose to post everyday but due to some PROJECTS & PRESENTATION to complete, i've got no choice but to get them all done right this week and i'm seriously lack of sleep and i want a BED right now ! i'm damnn damnn tired, been doing PPT and getting them all done and preparing while PEILING was busy editing the VIDEO and all, seems that we manage to get what we wanted, now i'm super super lack of ideas of what to say and speak on that day, and wishing that my team can serious do and getting good grades (: and course my classmates, everyone works hard to get what and what they deserve it to be :DDDD thanks classmate for helping in the VIDEO (: and the hardwork that everyone give

guess hard work pay off, finally getting all the work done, althought there's some misunderstanding and miscommunication in between the project planning but i seriously knew and learn the experience and get to understand what it can be, been soo tiring during planning and now been so tired because of PROJECTS, there's another project, case study in the progress and i seriously need some time for rest, been sleeping only 3 -4 hours and i'm freaking damn tired, guess, i can sleep well tonight and continue tomorrow, that's what i wishing for right now.

althought studying seems to be so stressing this few months, but i sort of understand and know that determination and striving and not giving up is correct, althought sometimes i've got the feeling of giving up and not wanting to take up this course due to my interest, but i still continue doing it, cause i didnt want to disappoint myself and family, didnt like to do things halfway and give up easily, this is not what i want and i dont believe in giving up you will success but to handle to problems and the things that you are facing is the most important things that i want to overcome, now that i've been trying to destress sometimes cause i know myself well that when i'm stress-up i always throws temper and not being able to concentrate well.

althought the facts that olvl result is not i wanted it to be, i've manage to face what i can and i didnt want to be up set anymore, words describe everything and i always have got the feeling of disappointed but everyone in family is always so supportive and encouraging, if i've done my best, i shouldnt regret. there's always disappointment in life but when things get over, continue with our life and always remember that nothing is impossible (:

the meaning to everything ??? missing the days with laughter and not the pressure and stress that everyone is facing, the smile that we had is hiding and losing as time passed.

back to my dearly bloggg (: finally and i guess everyone will be surprise to see the time of the post, is already 2.08am and i simply cant sleepy, tired of my LLA project and i really wish to have a PAUSE in my life. PAUSING all the work that i wanting to do, been searching ways to do with my PICTURES into something special one, and reading friends BLOGGG as usual and REALISING that everyone .. .

some people really change for better and some are still thinking that they really having lots of time, seriously speaking that i've really and wanting to enter just a POLY is so difficult, people dont cherish their poly life instead of enjoying their life, thought that giving up studies and continue with what they wishing for, some feeling sick and tired of studying.

just like i've said to some friends, studies is just a cycle of our life, our jobs now is to study and not doing others, some will think why am i posting it in my blog? have really thought and i did really thought of giving up studies, but seriously thinking, is giving up studies going to solve our problems, maybe to some, it may ? but when the problems been resolve, you will then realise that you've got nothing but just a olvl cert, when we cant go anywhere, even the company that you aiming for is getting further and not nearing, the educations that parents given us is always helping us and not HARMING us, always remember that no matter how parents work so hard to just give us the education, giving what we want, no matter how life is going to be, always remember .. .  never giveup in studies, studies is the only way that we go for our future.

poly lifes and lifes in ITE cannot be compared, it all depends on the students if they are willing to give their time in studies and not playing and slacking when people saying that ITE can be a slacking place, the course that you've choosen and the grades that you've received is that what you truly wants, is that the results that you can score the best of the best, is that the results that you've tried for so long but it reminds the same. please always remember, facing and overcoming your problems and not hiding and avoiding, there's no way to avoid cause everything is planned to be when you chose the path that you want it to be, face it and go for it.

do for your future and for your parents, they've been long wanting their own sweetheart to have a BRIGHT FUTURE and a good pay job, aim for what you want and face all problems that you've encounter, the more you hide the more you will only regret.

everyone will have their own problems, no one is always having the smooth path and going to their goals, overcoming and facing will makes a person thinks and becoming to be a more mature person,.. .

try your very best. give the best of the best.(:

thanks to BIN QUAN for the gift (:

sorry to mention XIAOXING too, thanks for the gift (:

YESTERDAY, woke up and realise i'm late and wont have the time to meet lovelyWENDY, SORRY ! hmm, cabbed to school and meet BINQUAN, WENDY and rest of them was at cafe1 having breakfast :D meeting for the YOG stuff, after that went to eat as i'm super hungryyy (: and home after that :D reached and saw all my COUSINs, as usual sooo NOISYYY :D

sleep at 9plus yesterday and woke up like 10plus :DDD hehehe,

that's all, byes<33

presents that i rece on 13JAN thanks alot <3333

12JANUARY

didnt have a good birthday this year, thought that everyone have forgotten and didnt act as thought its my 19th BIRTHDAY ): didnt wish this year to be the same like LAST YEAR ! sort of hate BIRTHDAY sometimes, cause it always reminds me of OLEVELs, same goes to this year, didnt make it for olvl ENGLISH )): cry like crazyyy, think is the first time that classmate and even PEILING saw it, and of course, lots of classmate didnt wan it to happen this way, but i've got no choice, like what our LECTURES says, we've always got to face the fact and the results, so long that we've done our best, but it seems that i didnt do as well as what i thought, i thought i can do better having much confidence but its all nothing and seems all the effort that i put in, u tried all went down the drain, when my teacher actually praise me for doing writing well during LLA lessons, my confidence actually comes back and i really have got the confidence at that time. but now, its like nothing.

13JANUARY

went school as per normal, having extra lessons from wednesday onwards, and i didnt expect that my classmate actually gave me presents (: ohmy~ i'm so happy even thought they gave me in after my birthday, (: pictures take ( above the post ) thanks to PEILING, IVY, JIAYI, VANN, JOLLE, CELIA, KENRIC (: i;m super duper happy ^^

MIA~ing for this week, sorry for neglecting my blog, sort of busy this whole week with the online test and studies that i am having, pressure and stress as usual ): didnt want it and after the results is out, i'm so not into study mood, but really wanting a good rest instead of having the determination to study. hmmm, guess, i need time, sometimes i'm really thinking, is it fair to people that works hard but ended it all gain nothing but tears ! i'm demoralize~

currently in class, but is a NEW class for SOA, shhittyy one! WTH, CMI pleasee ~ have got to study in this freaking class for like 3months man -.- dunno how to,  soooooo not in the mood of studying now, wth ! arghs

shall update tonight, -.- WTF !

sorry for not updating~ just lazyy to, and pictures cannot send thru phone to my lappy, i'll update when photos are sent and picts can be uploaded (:

THANKS lovely<3 friends for the gifts, appreciated (:

COUSIN AMELIA<3<3

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYY !

guess you waiting for this dayy for SUPER LONGGG :DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME <3

TELEMATCH yesterday :D didnt really do much yesterday as my class BLs has to attend normal class due to we lack behind and my teacher is soo damnn frekaing worry pleaseee. ohmy! monday is the PHASE TEST and i've yet to studyyy, can i pass this time? or am i not able to do well again, shaggyyy !

during TELEMATCH cheers and actitvities was played, hahhas:D so fun to seeing all and everyone competiting, but something that i'm sad about is our EIT BLs are united as one, but not the class. maybe we should really do our very very best to lead the class, asking more class to cheer and maybe ARPIL intake we can be more organise in the cheering and all (: all the best EIT BLs, we can do better :DDDDDD and we'll show to everyone that EIT is STRONGG!

woke up this morning, at 12noon (: slept at 4am this morning :DDD crazyyy please bathe and slackk at home. doing nothing,  waiting for cousinAMELIA and everyone to come, nothing much didnt feel like doing anything, been reporting school super early this week due to ORIENTATION but truly say that this ORIENTATION that i've attended learn lots of values etc. . really that leading and having th patience to ovecome talking to new intake student and all. i'm now looking forward to APRIL intake 2010 (:

fetching sister to TUITION tomorrow (: .. byes people.

school started 4jan 2010 (: but didnt manage to get to update my SWEETIE bloggg, hahhas:DDDD jan INTAKE and there's ORIENTATION for them (: and i'm part of BRIDGE LEADERS and didnt know much on that, was planning to quit but didnt know whyyy, still having the TEMPTATION to join backk (: cause its fun i guess, love having fun and shouting, but i freaking voice cannot challenge my seniors man, they are DAMNNN loud (: hahas, but they actually gave my the chance to be the EIT MC for TEAM BUILDING and all thanks to EIT CHAIRMAN and EX-CHAIRMAN (: thanks for giving..

truly saying that after i've been in COLLEGE EAST, actually i've learn alot (: alot on communication skills, patience in handling problems, solving problems and making lots of friends, a more sociable person, cause actually communicate and make friends fast :DDDD, last year manage to join NDP2009 and this year for BLs ORITENTION team building, although i didnt do pretty well, but really great thanks to HAFIZ and all for leading and guiding me, always asking and reminding me to be confidence, forget about myself and do all the best i can. (: and of course this year2010 YOG (: and of course wishing to join back NDP2010 (: i so into all activities after i've enter COLLEGE EAST, (:

hoping that i can have good memories in COLLEGE EAST, (: during ORITENTATION i manage to know the JAN intake students from INFO COM TECH :DDD pretty tired to lead them actually but at last they manage to talk to me and i'm really happy that they can get to know each other (:

ORITENTION WAS WELL DONE BY EIT BLs, ALL THANKS TO SENIORS AND LEADERS FOR BEING SOOO UNITED AS ONE (: 'one for all, all for one'

TODAY :DDD finally i'm back to normal class, having lesson, lesson started at 1.30, woke up at 9plus, and guess what, there a missed call of 25 calls from someone INFO COM TECH student, they thought there's still orientation and they called me, hahhas :DDDD FUNNYYY them (: and when i answer, i told him i was sleepinggg . hahhas:DDD I'M BAD ! what a morning laugh i had (: reached school and went for E&W lessons MR.ROGER was damn good alright, went to go through all slides with us again, thanks alot!!!!

GONNA SKIP S&W lesson due to my kneel injuryy, ): damn freaking pain ~ and going for only E&W lessons only and after that BLs meeting tomorrow, there's TELEMATCH on FRIDAYYY, wish that my kneel heal faster. please pleasee !

working yesterdayyy, not in the mood of working actually, wanted to go out for COUNTDOWN of a new year, only manage to go when cousinAMELIA and i end work. after worked (: went VIVO striaght man .. meeting all friends and others.

reached vivo (: went to meet ADELE and all, and met SHUHUI all too, and of course AGENE friends too. hahahs. lots of people (: chit chatting and laughing (: enjoy alot after that more friends coming. sort of not in the mood to continue after countdown, cannot tahan, hahaha. SADD~ didnt actually manage to meet up with all my friends for countdown, but got to THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THE NICE AND SWEET MESSAGES THAT YOU ALL HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ME. hehee. thanks alot.

a new year starts, what should i do ??? things will always get better when it comes to life, things will always be better and always face what you got to face, hiding isnt the way to .. . i wan my year to be better and is going to be a smoothly and good memories that i'm going to have... .

i'm currently now workingggg~ damnnn sleepy pleaseee.. .  i wan a beddd. !

woke up morning and didnt manage to pull myself out of bed actually (: ahgong called and wake me up but i went back to sleeep ... hehehe. woke up only at 7.30am, and realise that i am late, RUSH and went to BATHE and prepared, text PEILING and asked her where is she? and we suppose to meet each other at TAMPINES mac at 8.15am ended i only manage to reached TAMPINES at 8.30, so we decided to packed our breakfast there and have it.ended we manage to have our breakfast cause some BLs are late too,

when i reached SCHOOL i then realise that today is the day that JAN intake doing their registeration, super funny, just remember how i was when i first came to COLLEGE EAST, like stupid idiot, everything also dun know. hahahas :DDD but now, jan intake are coming and i've decided to join back my BLs CCA and i guess my CA are going to KILL me cause he didnt encourage us cause we have to be committed to it, but i've tell myself that there is always limitation to certains things that i've got to remember what's my purpose of coming into COLLEGE EAST is not having fun but getting good grades and have my ITE life in COLLEGE EAST, things is always so simple when u thought it could be so difficult, some people might think BLs needed to do lots of things, but i've always tell myself, getting there to destress and enjoy and not stressing, always remind yourself of what u are and what you are,

dont let things affect you, when you thought it can be resolve by some little meaningful words to others .. . some things just need to be sort out before it's getting worse, hurting time after time, is just letting her and giving her the pressure, she didnt wan her life to be controlled by others but respecting to what her decision is, everyone has the right to have their own say.. .. .

endless hurts kills a person HEART.

yesterday was super fast day i guess, cousinAMELIA and  I brought lappy there (: damn funnn today was the sameee

todayyy woke up around 9.45am, damn sleepyyy...  but dad fetching me to work (: so is fine with it, cause damn far. ! alright, prepare and had our early lunch, grandma cooked :DDDD after that reached. put our bags and went to METRO fair at HALL 5 boringggg, quiteeee todayy, but was okayyy, cause i have my lappy with me to keep me busyy. hahhahas:DDD fun having lappy and watching and doing my showww. hmmm, i'm waiting for the next epi. DAMNN NICEE!

that's all, i going back to my work(: hahahas :DDD

neglecting my blog for superrr long pleaseee. rotting for days ... (: working recently and NOWWW~ but i bought lappy along, working with cousinAMELIA at EXPO (: furniture fairrrr againnn. tiring always. few days of work really make me so TIRED of this job, maybe i gonna ask people to work during MARCH next year, i rather let them have a chance to work, super BORING for both  cousin N me, ): too experience i guess that we need not think when there is some customer comign and giving problems, hahahs. ~ we are always sooooo good at entertaining and solving problems. HAHHAS  :ddddd  sooo SOTTT i know cause i'm bored to deathhh . (: gonna do some revision before watch my TAIWAN SHOW. (: nice niceee  :D

is only the FOURTH DAY of workinggg 6 more days before school reopens too. ohmyyy~ tiringgggg ! arghhhhs. i'm super tired and WEDNESDAY i've got to report school (: ohmyyy~ didnt know if i can wake up so earlyyy got to report school at 9am if i'm not wronggg. hmm, and cousinAMELIA is working with her cousinJOHNATHAN cause i'm not workinggg, saddd): but i've got no choice cause there is JAN intake coming in this year, and my CCA is BLs (: wish is going to be fun (: and niceee

grandma and aunt coming later (: looking around (: hahhas. wanting to ask grandma to change the house gate, but she didnt want to. cause i planning to give her some money to change it. hmm, shall see if she wants to change i guess. (: cause the gate is already rusty and spoiled): mummy bought furniture from the fair too, (: hahhas, damn nice SOFA, DINNING TABLE, COFFEE TABLE. wonder when is the furniture going to deliever. :DDDD

now, i'm just goingg off and will only be blogging when i have the time to, hahahs. (: bye peoplee.

working tomorrow and i'm working tomorrow ): EXPO hahhas, same old job with my silly cousinAMELIA, hahahas :DDD everytime so sot(: maybe gonnna redye my hair i guess, is not what i wan, tooooo DARKKK la. sian-.- hahahas but didnt have timeeee, DEAD ! working and that means SCHOOL GONNA REOPEN SOON. i still haven done and complete my presentation ! shit shit !!!!!!

cousin house BBQ todayyy (: christmas eve cause tomorrow i'm working there wont be christmas celebration again. SADDDDD ): friends all called and ask me out when i am workingggg. OHMYYYY~ sort of regret working but its okayyy i shall earn moneyyy and shop when i haveeee time heeheheeh ^^

hmmm, got rece a few christmas present and i loveee, hmmmm.

i wan the DAMN BIGGGG TEDDY BEAR super cuteee~ and my OMNIAAAAA !

woke up early morning around 7am, prepare and went MARSILING mrt STATION to help cousinAMELIA to collect her stuff and continue to train to AMK to meet cousinAMELIA, reached and we cab to AHTOH aunty house to do COLOURINGGG, this time i choose i choose darker, cause my pervious one i went to colour and highlight, and ended it damage alot of my hair, went to colour dark copper brown if i'm not wronggg, and SILLY cousinAMELIA went to choose a lighter colour cause her choose doesnt really care about colouring and stuff,  cause she's in RP, hahahas. but i cantttt. sadddd )):

after colouring, cabbed to TOWN 313 to shopping (: went to get a SANDALS for myself, was choosing if which to take, but i wanted another one that i wanted, hmmmm maybe i gonna get it cause is a discount pair. hahahhas :DDDDD after that we both damn HUNGRYYY, but didnt manage to find any food, decided to cab to grandma house to fetch my TWO sisters to VIVO next to meet MUMMY(:

reached VIVO and we went straight to PASTAMAINIAAAAA for lunch first, but both sisters didnt eat, only cousin and i had our lunch, after lunch, went SASA to get cousin stuff, and was walking around, when mummy text and say that she finish her lunch with her friends, we went to meet up with her, and saw aunty DAPHHNE and BRENDA (: thanks auntyDAPHNE for the GIFTS, (: LOVEDDDD IT. and went walking around with mummy and and cousin, went to MARKS AND SPENCER to get THURSDAT bbq stuff and grandma stuff, BBQ againnnn. yeahhh(: happy. :D

that's all for the day, tomorrow is n new day (:

woke up early morning around 7.15am and went prepare and get stuff before going out, DAD fetch us to PASIR RIS MRT at 7.45am and damn sleepy and early, but i manage to meet lots of my OWNNN relgious friends, YEAH,love them. walk to PASIR RIS park. reached and went to meet up with the rest of religious memebers, is a every month meeting but not that familiar with the others.

went to have briefing and all, but i didnt participate with the others, but i just went there to look at it, nothing much can be done. went there walk around and all, everything ended around 12plus, had lunch and all. (: lunch was sort of simple and nice (: DADnMUM came around 1plus, fetched and went to do some stuff, and home sweet home (:

tomorrow gonna go bacj and wait for that MAN to come repair the toiletttt. ohmy~ wishing everything can end soon. i wan to do my own stufff. wth! its occupyinh my own timeeee. HELLs STUPIDDD! didnt go out since holis. got to complete my work and stuff. but everything is not doneeee. !arghsss. HATE IT

woke up DAMN earlyyy today around 8am, didnt wan to pull myself but i've got no choice cause stupid TOILET need to go under repair, hahhas, so went back to my JURONG home to check on the house when the people are repairing, before that, went to grandma house opposite 711 to get cup noodles as i'm hungry and we each bought one cup noodles and drinks, after that. cabbed home (: reached and went to cook my cuppie noodles, was damn HUNGRYY, and i'm damn angry people not arriving early and i've got to wait, went to DADnMUM room for television, around 10plus, the person came with all the euippments, but is damn DIRTYYY pleasee, making my damn house so dustyyy .  IRRITATED ! after that, lunch sister complain that she's hungryy, she called mummy and told her that she's going JURONG POINT opposite to get LUNCH, mos for lunch. (: thanks sisANGELENA and AUNTY while sisterALLICIA n me stays at home, as the person is removing all the TILES and stuff. OHMY ~ faint pleaseeee. damn NOISY and DUSTY and DIRTY !

around 2plus 3. things then manage to end but, his coming back tomorrow to continueee, IDIOT ! damn longgg, needed 3working days to complete the work, hells, making me not able to go SHOPPING with MUMMY, hmm, MY HANDPHONEEE, when am i gonna get ittt. IRRITATING STUPID IDIOTTTTS ! hate it when CHRISTMAS ARE COMING AND I'M STILL NOT ABLE TO GET MY CONTACT RENEW AND NEW PHONEEEE!!!! arghsss ~

after cleaning and sweeping, went to JURONG POINT 2 to buy stuff for grandma and went STARBUCKS to get drinks (: wheeee. JAVA CHIP nice nice (: and went to meet CIEN awhile as she's working there PEPPER LUNCH ((: its been long ever since i see everyone, MISSING THEM ): had a little chat and went back grandma homeee, LONG DAY in my house, ROTTING -.-

can i still go shopping tomorrow, i dont want to wait anymore can i???? HMMM, SADDDD )":

updating my rotting bloggg, (: people starting to tagg and nudge me to update on my bloggg. (: hahhas i'm SUPER lazyy recently, sleeping and doing all my NONSENSE work ): tiring, THERE'S more not DONEEE. ohmy~ plus, i'm working soon at EXPO again with cousinAMELIA (: HAHHAS, so used to working at expo, fun fun. but always tiring, guess this time, its going to be the same as i thought, maybe its going to be busy too, cause i've got school projects to complete. ): and case study all not done. and is only left with 2weeks and ites passing so fast. god god. ~  SOMEONE PLEASE HELP. !

tomorrow going RELIGIOUS for presentation of LESSONS, ohmygod! i'm scared, totally not prepared and didnt have got the confidence. wish my lucks yeapp. (: will try to update my rotting blog.

holis so tiring, i rather go to school to spend my time and have friends playing and joking arounddd, now i have to just complete what i can and do what i can ): so afraid that i cant complete, will my 8credits just GONE ~ wanting a  A this timeee. PRAYY HARD FOR ME.