woke up only at late afternoon and had maggie mee. cause i only manage to sleep at 4am this morning and studied and did my proposal and sent out (: finally. now i'm just waiting for my teacher to reply after editing (: and i'll sent them to the care centre.

in the night, went ROMA DELI for dinner. after dinner walked around suntec and to raffles city (: yeahh. and i bought a book at MPH (: and bought 2 NAIL POLISH TODAYY (: and bought 4 NAIL POLISH YESTERDAY. ohmy. i'm spendingg moneyyy againn.

rotting now, i'm tired. but i've got to studyyy. PRACTICALS coming again~~

didnt having the intention of blogging yesterday especially. sorry for all the wrong doings and treatment. was very negative and totally breakdown yesterday. having and putting in so much effort in finding all sorts of ways to solve and try to help one another when people do not cherish and even take things for granted that i've totally lost of words to describe how my feelings when you said those words to others when i heard them all.

thinking that this module or course is not important to you and WHY THE HELL are you joining. ! and making everyone so having the faith in you and helping you when you yourself have already made up the mind of giving up this course. and transfering to another course. ohplease~ cant have the minds og thinking why people choose the course that they didnt wan to at least look through what at least the course will be teaching and so am i. at first didnt like this course because of the pressure and THIS IS A NEW COURSE IN simei ite. when i thought life can be better.

sad to say, things turn out to be the other way round, giving me lots od pressure and i've even having problems to cope sometimes, cause i'm not the IT type that studies lots od computer devices and the processors. but through this course, i've learn alot and trying to work and strive for results. that's what all people should do and not always thinking of ways to find what you are good at. you'll never know that you can succeed in this course and having a great job in this course. (:

just trying the very best in doing what i can right now, from a team to a pair right now. and if you are in my situation what will you think of it, letting all the PEOPLE~ to just play around with you and thinking that i am the kind of people that needs to depend on you. SORRY TO SAY. I'M FINE AND I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK WITH WHAT I CAN. need none of this PEOPLE TO help. cause is USELESS!

any negative comments, keep them all to yourself. cause i have the right to post what i wan.

family memebers all went SUNWAY and home only left BROTHER, AUNT, MAID AND ME.): was planning to go but things just seems to be so complicated that i didnt know how i should stop and go for holiday when others are happily playing and i'm rushing all the freaking PROJECTS! just feeling of throwing everything away and restart the life that i actually wanted it to be, i didnt know that when time passes. everyone grows and there will be facing problems and problems that having no solutions but to only face the fact of it.! cant be bother sometimes to what their attitude towards people.

schooling morning, was suppose to wake up in the morning for extra lessons, ended. i'm too tired to wake up at 6am, ended i only manage to wake up at 8am and PEILING text teacher and told him that we'll be late for the makeup lessons. only manage to reached school at 10am (: lessons ended at 11.30am and was sitting outside class to revise my work. around 12plus, walk to cafe2 and had my lunch(: and chatting session again.

after lunch,  walk back class sit outside class and rest, 1.30 having lessons but only had half an hour lecture and we've got to go for talk at 2pm for the YOG2010 hahas, nice nice, cant wait for YOG training and seeing all the activities. wheee. i'm EXCITED. classmate more classmate joining this time, and PBJ class too. and after talk, went to collect our YOG TEE. and we've got lots of things to do, hahas, i'm happy to join YOG2010 and i wan my NDP2010 too. yeahhh(: and went back class for lesson after that. didnt do much cause i didnt bring my labbook.

TO MY PBK FRIENDS: thanks them for helping me in my LLA projects, calling up homes and helping me. JIAYI IVY JOELLE CELIA VANN XIAOXING. thanks alot (: always so helpful and helping me, thanks thanks thanks a MILLIONS. loveeey<333

attending more lessons right now. TIRINGGGG. SOA lessons right now. but today something was different that is not MR.VICTOR but MR.AMOS was taking us todayy. so used to mr.victor teaching. was sleepy but have got no choice but to try to wake myself up. went school with XIAOXING, met at CLEMENTI and we train to TAMP to get my breakfast MAC and we bus to school together and had breakfast outdside the class. NICEEE (: and now in class. BREAK TIME n just blogging for the fun of it. lessons ended around 11plus 12. was damn early once again.

lunch BREAK, went cafe2 as usual(: PEILING bought her lunch to school, while i gonna buy my mushroom bee hoon (: with kimchi. hahahs, niceee pleaseee. saw my classmate when buying my lunch, was happily chatting while waiting for my lovely beehoon, sooo long and the cause was because of the two guys that is my classmate. hahahs ^^ and was saying why some of our classmates always so EMOO. hahhas :D FUNNY US. and just nice the people that are always emo is staying at the same place. wheeee^.^  after lunch was suppose to get our CCNA 4 lab book. ended didnt buy cause FORGOTTEN. i'm getting older n older please. and went CO-OP shop to get orange juice and pocky. and back to class outside, slack a while. but too bad no place then share with PBJ students and THERE'S SOME PEOPLE THAT DOING STUPID ACTIONS, SO DAMN CHILDISH PLEASE. LUCKIY THEY ARE NOT IN PBK, THEY ARE ALL NITEC STUDENTS. cant say much IRRITATED BY WHAT THEY ARE DOING. STUPID ~

was waiting and rotting outside class, chit chatting with PBJ students and normal chatting, (: that's what i always do when i'm bored. ;] went class at 2pm and MR.ROGER said that we had to complete our CCNA 3 final today cause my classmates, some of them are going to attend tomorrow's talk on YOG talk for 2010(: nice nice. was damnn stress when doing can. GODDD~ but luckyyy, i score 63percent for the online test. wheeeee.(:

that's all for school, went home after that, cause i was totally, exhuasted today, slept in train and almost miss the stop. hmmm, gonna sleep early today. PROMISE. (:

didnt update my blog for days. LAZYYY ): many happenings. tiredddd, SUNDAY was tiring dayyyy pleaseee. morning went religious at 9am for LESSONS and after that followed by CHILDREN lessons at 12.30pm, lessons ended at 2pm followed by a short meeting and then ended.

MUMMY message and ask if we want to go VIVO for BAKERZIN(: i LOVEYYYY place ^^ went VIVO eat my creamy mushroom pasta and other side dishes. hahahas (: nice nice. after meal, was chatting if I CAN GET MY OMNIAAAA. guess my wish wont be fulfil again. is so used to not getting the phone i want that i cant comment anything. SAD): mummy didnt wan us to spend too much money on expensive phone. hmm. shaggg. ~ after that, went to TIMBERLAND shops and walk around, mummy wanted to check on the shops and we went in shop for shopping. bought a JACKET (:

TODAYYY(: went school alone, was suppose to meet XIAOXING, but in the end, didnt. cause she's meeting her BF. so train to school myself, reached school at 8am and was damn early, lessons starting at 9am (: but i went there early. chatting with my friends(: and all lots of things to discuss and stuff, tireddddd. didnt wan to type more. hmm, tiring todayyy. went TAMP to eat cause i'm damn HUNGRYYY godddd. ~ went to get bread for grandma too, cause she LOVES the bread (:  that's all for the day.

meeting XIAOXING at clementi TOMORROW (: 6.45am, got to wake myself at 6am ): earlyyyy pleaseee. byes peoples. LOVES.

stay home whole day, SATURDAY life. (: cousin all came, flu isnt okay yet. ! bad, cant really doing much to it, but to only have medicine and stuff. cousinAMELIA was planning for BBQ at her house on the first week of dec, and was planning what stuff to get and all, money collection and stuff. i cant wait for school to close right now, so EXHUASTED as day passed that making me feel like quitting school sometimes, it seems that this has really reached the maximum that i've got right now. TIRED.

saturday is always the days that will make me feel happy cause of my fun loving family, but however, there's always something missing in this family that i've got to say, parents is always not around, both busy, mother not in town, sort of missing the days when i am young, mother used to come everyday and look at us, as days passed, mother is only visiting us only thrice a week or sometime we only manage to see her once a week. but i nothing i can do much than, parents working so hard to give us education and better life, i want to do my part to score well for results too (: wheeeeeee ^^

love my parents <33

didnt attend school today, was freaking sick today. so text friends and update them that i am not going school. cause my eyes was pain and red. was worrying about if i did miss any lessons today. cause SOA is important. and i text CIEN too, telling her that i am unable to meet her. SORRY (: was tired but trying to just update my ROTTING blog, cause there sorf of like nothing to blog recently. just feeling so tired and i'm falling sick once again. FLU n COUGHING. hate it la.

was worrying about my classmate yesterday, many happening and wishing that they could solve them straight and not letting it unresolved as days passed. no point doing it, cause s tiring.(: missing the days when they are always so happy and laughing and chatting (:

yesterday, met cousinAMELIA and was suppose to meet her for movie, ended its just a meeting for dinner, chit chatting and not movie. cause i'm sick and was having flu badly. didnt have the mood of watching so just gave it a miss. but I'M going movie tonight cause auntBRENDA bought ticket from online and i've got no choice, maybe bring a thick jacket to prevent me from getting cold bah, cause i wan to watch 2012. seems to be so nice. (: wanting to know how it will be when 2012 comes. (: i'm crazyyyy

peiling called and chatted awhile, update me about stuff and of course our PM1 project, now, i really dont know what i should do to get my teammates back, some getting job and quitting, some just went MIA. and some ignored the being of the PM1 how am i suppose to complete when i need more people to help. since than, i really have got no idea what i am going to do to have more members joining. how i wish that i could choice my team mates again and asking some of my classmate to ask if they wishing to combine. WTH! that i ended in the state of no team mates is willing to do it.

MONDAY. went school as usual, train with XIAOXING n bought MAC for my breakfast, was tempting for MAC the day before. ^^ was having breakfast outside Tblock and XIAOXINGbf came out for chitting, but didnt know why i mood swing i guess. suddenly finding trouble myself. talking back when i didnt think and they both seems to be so shockking when i talk, realise it when i starting to think why am i doing. moodyyy the whole day. cant make it.! LLA lessons starting so went class at lvl5, was feeling so damn freak out on that day, my teammates, each and everyone seems to be so ignoring and i called PEILING cause she didnt wan to attend the LLA program too. i'm so disappointed at that time, put down the phone straight and i didnt wan to... sorry. but ended she cab down to school and went for LLA lesson, SORRRY ): LLA, seems to be getting tougher and tougher. but i really really dont know what has happen to my team. DISAPPOINT.

after lunch, mood was abit better i guess. cause on MONDAY is also our C.A MR VICTOR ! birthdayyy.  we gave him a little surprise and i didnt expect him to be soooooo SURPRISE hahas. looking at the gift that we gave. (: PONYOOOO ~ HE LOVE PONYO ALOT MAN. when he sees the ponyo when we secretly put them in the server. hahhas. ^^ that's my idea (: wheeeeee~ i'm sooo happy that our class final saw mr victor being so happy. (: hahahas. but even made the card for him too. (: wheeeee.

nice niceeee. loveeeeee<3

TODAYYY ~ lesson was normal today bah, tiring cause is in the morning. SOA lesson in the morning, class so tiring again): but everything was so boring. ENW was normal too, today was alittle weird too. lots of things happening but i'm tired to say all. shall end it here.

got to wake up tomorrow morning to attend the make up lessons 9am

went religious today. PAPA fetch us today (: went at 11, reached there and saw FELICIAlove. MISS her max max. (:hahhahas. all went lunch before children lesson starting at 12.30pm. everyone was chit chatting and updating. its been long ever seens we have nice chatting.

but some of them didnt come. hmmm ): disappointed. but on the 4dec cousinAMELIA have book a bbq pit, and we gonna have bbq in the night and gathering with all the F^2sixteen friends. OHM, i miss every single one of my sisters and brothers. hahahs CRAZYYYY.

after children lesson, was dying, they damn cheeky today. hmmmm, cannot control them. god getting from bad to worse. after children lessons, i'm having my lessons at 2.30pm and ended around 4plus 5. tiredddd. cab home with brother and wanting to take a nap, ended didnt was slacking around. time flies and i've completed my card wishing they like it. (:

that's all for the day. (: schooling tomorrow.

SURPRISES COMING UP (:

woke up 12noon today. was awake by the watch FU QI YOU AN KANG. hahahs. nice nice(: as usual, having my  lunch and watching my loving show. till 2plus, cousinMAUREEN n auntGELIN. went to bathe and continue my show. using sis lappy as mine not backk yet. hmmm, i miss my lappy. NVM(: i'm collecting my lappy on MONDAYYY yeahh finally. hahahs. not is damaged but only the cooler fan. (: hahahs. yeahhh i'm soooo happy. (:

alrights. cousinBRYAN n FAMILY followed by cousinAMELISSA n FAMILY. but cousinAMELIA didnt come cause she attending some organ concert and stuff. went WCP to get STARBUCKS for family. total of 9CUPS. hahhas. uncleDEREK drove me there ^^ thanks thanks cause i'm too lazyyy to walk hahas. ilovemyFAMILY<33

mummy not in town for days. missing her(: she busys and i'm busy schooling. didnt have much time to communicate sometimes. ): alrights. was busy doing my work. fb~ing too. (: dinner was cooked my auntGELIN, AHMA n auntMARY. hahahs. food damn nice todyyy. auntGELIN made CHEESE MUSHROOM. i'm so loving in MUSHROOM. hahas. (:

after dinner, didnt do anything, have no mood to do anything, chatting with family and all, everyone was playing around with my 3cheeky cousin. hahahs. they are forever the troublemakers and giving our family so much laughter to it. hahahs. LOVEEE THEM. was laughter because of them, sooo BLURR. hahhas. hide and seek they playing, making the family joining in the laugh and seeing them searching around the house. hahhas. i want my childhood too. (:

went school today alone, damn tired. but manage to wake up at 7am and prepared stuff. auntyMARY made breakfast for me, LOVE it. reached school early and went in the class. ONLY  a few was there.

went to ENW classroom, cause XIAOXING n her bf there, mr ismail was there too. hahas. his always busying doing his FACEBOOK stuff. all students are always into FB~ing. hahas. this teacher always updates his status thru phone and stuff. damn SHIOK to have this teacher. goodie.

went back class as lessons is starting, SOA lesson, presentation and stuff every friday. but was alright, lesson was boring today. )): after school went cafe2 with PEILING, she wanted to wait for her friend, ended she damn angry and stuff. shall not post ! alright and left school after that, meeting auntBRENDA n sisters at ORCHARD todayy. was moody actually, maybe because i'm tired that is why. went ORCHARD ION walking around. sisters wanted to buy shoes, in the end, didnt get any because all designs some have size for one of my sis, another will not have. what a 'GREAT' day i'm having hahhas. (:

went home around 4plus. bath and i slept all the way till 8pm(: i sleepy. so is my sisters. woke up by auntyMARY for my dinner wanting my to have dinner. afriad that i will have GASRTIC again. hahas. her cooked MAGGIE with egg (: and was busy preparing sandwiches for sis and families. hahas. buzzing buzzing all way hahas.(:

that all for the day.

disppointed is not the reason to give excuses. strive and do your very best and givingup. try all the way. (:

its been a while since my gastric is not back. but didnt know why days passed by, many problems came by and my gastric is coming back again, sometimes it hurts till the way that i am unable to control it, no matter how it is going on. the feelings so suckky. my classmate is always trying all ways to make my gastric better, always reminds me of not drinking milk and taking too sour stuff, and always reminds me of taking my meals. but why is it always still hurts. hmmmm, crazyy gastric killing me one day i guess.

schooling in the morning, train to school alone(: damnn tired. was busy highlighting my notes that is whyy . reached TANAH MERAH and cab to school, went to business block and meet XIAOXING n her BF (: i'm early this weeek.

SADDD~ yesterday didnt attend school cause i'm having stomach flu. went to see doctor and had a day MC.

todayyy :D, went school SW lessons but cause i'm on MC that is whyyy. weather was warm todayyy, but everything was alright. after SW, went to INDOOR SPORTS HALL, for the CAREER FAIR. hahahs, saw a career that i wanted to go long time, IR ohmyyyy. i wish i can workk in the RESORT. after that saw GUOZHENG in sports hall also, hahhas, he came my school FINALLY GOT THE CHANCE TO SHOW OFF MY LOVELYYY SCHOOL. hahahs. after that went to CAFE2 to have lunchhhh with PEILING n her FRIEND. MUSHROOM BEE HOON again. hahahahs. LOVEEEE. after lunch,

went to accompany PEILING n her friend, they went to donate blood. hahahs. i didnt donateeee. SCARY but ended, i went to ENW myself, cause was late liaooo. went to change back to my uniform, and went for lessons. was suppose to do hands on work ended, i'm so tired to just complete my PACKET TRACER. so went to hand up and fall asleep like few minutes, and woke up, was chatting with classmate. that's all for the day.

after school, went auntGELIN house after that, aunt called and ask me if i wanted to go for dinner. went to her house instead cause she didnt know how to come to my school, cab to her house and sleep for hour plus. DAMN TIREDDD. went to serangoon area for DINNER. and home sweet homeee. <333 thanks aunt for the NICE DINNER(:

morning met up with XIAOXING to at clementi MRT. train to TAMP to have my MAC breakfast to school. and arrive, saw ESMOND outside sitting hahas. his always earlyyy. sat down and our MR.VICTOR to open the door. hahas. went outside to have my breakfast, damn hungryyy(:

and went in, bought my lappy to school today. MISS MY PINKY LAPPY. went for service todyayy. i'm soooo sad... i wan my lappy. wanted to over write VISTA with WINDOWS7, cause i'm inloved with it. but now i can only used my sis lappy for the time being. no choiceee. ended MR.VICTOR ask me to sent for service. so i did. and is now at TAMP1 sony store.

morning lessons was alright. everything seems to be okayyy. (: teacher kept repeating and repeating. lecture for hours. and had BREAK in between, went to SEAN desk tp play with him DESKTOP, hahas that innocent guy is always being bullied by me. hahahs(: Oops. ~ chatting and all with MINGEN, SEAN n XIAOXING. manage to only give back the back to MR.SEAN TAN when lessons is going to start. hahas. i am a 'KIND' classmate yeahh hahas.

alright, after that, lunch break, went CAFE2 with PEI LING, KWEI YEE. to have lunch. was boring todayyy cause PEI LING was doing her PACKET TRACER. and i was chatting with KWEI YEE. and all. saw SHU HUI when she called my name hahahs.(: been seeing her recently in school(:after that, went back to classroom outside. sat there. and went to make a call to VAIO service center. HAHAHAS. their services not bad not bad. hahahs(: loveddd. ended i sent my lappy to TAMP1 for sevices.

after that, walk around TAMP and went to have munching, i'm having GASTRIC that is whyy. ): and went to get my stuff and home sweet home after that. EXHUASTED dayyy and KILLING DAYYY. gastricc !

seeing a doctor tomorrow i guess. KILLING ME !

went school with XIAOXING (: meet her at clementi MRT while she train from CCK.(: we're so used to going school together, having breakfast and chit chatting, so happy that i can manage to really get to know more friends(: and of course their lifes and we share troubles and problems together. hahas. and of course. GOSSIPING(:

reached tamp and as usual, took bus 31 and arrive school and went CAFE1 for my waffle breakfast and went co-op shop to get my milkkk(: and went to classroom outside. reach school damn early todayy, but sat outside the classroom for my breakfast before going in. chit chatting and sharing. love talkking to friends(: and after that, aroun 9 went in class and waiting for classmate to arrive.

this time, lessons was alright i guess. did model making and tips and tactics about the model making session. purpose of doing is the help us get to know more about the planning of projects and things, time ... etc. my group is always missing, this time. HUIQI, ZHAOHAI, PEI LING N I came for the lesson, KWEI YEE N MARCEL was absent. didnt manage to contact them too. tired very hard to contact them. given up! 

lunch break after LLA lessons, and followed by SOA lessons. was kind of tiring and all. classmate was very tired and all. lectures the whole dayyyy(: in between the lesson, chatting with ming en and seah and xiaoxing, talking about the windows7 hahahs. dammnnn fun(: i wan SEAH TAN COMPUTER. hahhas. (:

after that lessons ended at 5plus 6. train home after that.

DAMN COMPUTER. ! I GOT TO SENT IT TO SERVICE CENTER. hmmmm. I WILL MISS MY BAO BEI LAPTOP. ):

when religious, morning having religious lessons, followed by children lessons, this time giving all the junior teachers alot of troubles controlling them. what a active group we have always. trying our very best to take them (: overall was alright because its been months that we had our lessons. (:

after that, dad and mummy drove to VIVO (: had BAKERZIN.loveeeee. had creamy mushroom pasta, iloveMUSHROOM(: and walking around vivo while, auntBRENDA bought a shoes at PEDDER RED. nice, love the shoes there.

tomorrow as usual. going school meeting all my friends, (: looking forward to meeting (: bye people, gastric now ~ shall update if there's any news.

woke up morning and realising that everyone is going ION. SHOPPING FOR THEM. i'm damn tired, didnt want any shopping at all. sleeping and forcing myself out of bed. grandma told me to get my lunch myself, as they going out for lunch -.- no choice, decided to cook own maggie and all. watch my FU QI YOU AN KANG channel56 nice nice. loveee the showww (:

after lunch, bath and decided to have revision on my work. (: i'm good todayyy. sorry to XIAOXING N HERbf making and letting them waiting, wanting to let them have the job, ended. cousin wanted no choice and mummy want to go help dad. asking me to tag along with cousin. hmmm. sorry, disappoint them time and time again.

evening, chatting with cousin and around 5plus 6. prepare to go PASIR RIS going to ahmei jiejie house warming, nice nice they cater the food damn niceee LOVED.(: THANKS FOR THE INVITATION^^ that's all for the dayyy. tiring. lots of works is still undo.

RUSHING AND PLANNING.(: didnt know where to continue. ohmy ! please help ~

went school for this whole week and realise that i'm not late except for wednesday and today i guess. hahahs. classmate been saying that i'm always late and all, and for them its normal that i'm late but seems shock when i am early. hahahas. WHAT A BAD CLASSMATE I HAVE, :D alrights

shall update on THURSDAYY. lessons was normal, school was flooding pleaseee. raining and i forgot my jacket. WTH ! went school with XIAOXING on MONDAY, TUESDAY AND THURSDAY. hahas. train from clementi to tampines. XIAOXING bought her lunch and bus to school. reached and she went to get her lunch (: went class and realise that we reached just on time. but xiaoxong didnt have their lunch until 2plus. cause of the seats outside are being taken by other classes.

TODAY, lessons was normal, did PRESENTATION and all. didnt have the mood for lesson cause of my LAPPY. used to be in good conditions and now. seems to be dying soon. keep auto shutdown till i'm freaking out. didnt know what to do. so just bring it to school and waiting XIAOXINGbf to help, ended i asked and my CA asked me to bring on monday and he'll tried to troubleshoot and see what's going on. everyone giving me advise to run on WINDOWS7 cause i've a a copy of the windows7 to run on my laptop. didnt expect that so many problems giving me when i haven even start running on windows7. irritating laptop. but still LOVE MY PINK PINK LAPPY <333

after lesson, had a mini celebration for PBK oct,nov,dec BABIES. and around 12plus went to CAFE2 to have my LUNCHHH(: didnt even step into cafe2 for this whole week. hahas. :DDD lunch with PEI LING n saw SHU HUI n her friend. chatted a while and went to have my lunch. after lunch went TAMP1 to get some bread home as grandma wanted to try on the mini bread. NICE NICE (: cause is small and she loved it. maybe MONDAY gonna get more for her. (: after buying walking around as PEI LING wanted to get a nice top for tomorrow wedding dinner at MALAYSIA. in the end didnt.

and we both trained home as she bus969 alot people. doze off in the train. damn tired, PEI LING got off from CITY HALL and i continue to train to CLEMENTI otw, a family wanted to seat in the train. then GOD ~ her body go BANG! my head. siannn. i sleeping, you BANG ~ totally no mood. NVM, 'what a good day i'm having ! ' and home sweet home, bath and watchTV a while and went to sleep. super tireddd todayyy.

that's all. TMR, wanted to go for movie. in the end didnt. got to studyy and prepare notes. cause in the night, family is going to my religious JIE JIE house for HOUSE WARMING and invitation for their marriage. CONGRATS (:

people dont seems to understand what i want sometimes, when i didnt wan it to happens too.

my rotting blog is rotting nowww. hahas. :DDD schooling and its been tiring, going home lately this few days. EXHUASTEDDD. ): sometimes cant cope with studies. and didnt know what i should do. feeling so lost this time round. i'm tired man ! SOA , ENW what am i going to do man. lots of notes that i need to do right now,

recently there's LLA project and making me freaking out sometimes. planning and organising all the stuff. sometimes even having some conflicts with team members. didnt know what to do sometimes ): team members sometimes having misunderstanding and all. disappointed sometimes. wishing everything can be planned well and getting all the the stuff and we can really complete everything asap.

lesson was normal todayy. (: tiring dayyy. dont really like the timetable for wednesday ~ lesson starting so late. everyone was tired. hahas. but everytime teacher was trying to making it interesting and trying to put all the hands on work on wednesday so that we can do more PRACTICAL and not having lots of lectures.

thanks to classmate, we've planned some nice activities on friday (:

times changes.

freaking out soon, my computer is giving my lots of problem right now.. ! hate it when i;m doing my work, gonna sent to VAIO service centre maybe on friday bah. cause i have cannot leave without a laptop as theirs lots of work that i have to do. WTF ! i'm dying pleaseee. not my day man ! everything is ruining and i hate the feeling. so afraid of telling my mummy about this problem. FUCK !  stupid vaiooo i'm dying man, maybe senting it and asking to repair and upgrade my software, should i???

went religious in the morning not, much actually. cramps killing me todayy. wishing tomorrow is better i guess. schooling tomorrow and i dont wish it to be bad ! tiring dayy, disappointed and sad~ nothing to said about it. keep everything and not posting about feelings.

schooling tomorrow. waking me up at 6.30 tomorrow. meeting my friend at 7.30 at clementi station. that's all. i'm posting more tomorrow if there's any. PEILING not going school tomorrow cause she's having her OLVL so that's whyyy miss her, as she not coming on MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, FRIDAYY. sad~ but having my classmate accompany, so should be alright. hahas. (: that's all.

DISAPPOINTING, day by day.

FRIDAYYY ! went school as usual, was late because of my sister lah, making me got mess up with my lessons timing, went school with her to collect her report card and took bus 30 and off to JURONG POINT and went to get my BREAKFAST and train to school, around 8.30 friend sms me where am i ??? and asking me if i'm reaching school. reach school at 9.30 late fot half an hour. god ! and went in class straight and i'm damnn HUNGRYYY cause i didnt have my breakfast threw my MUSHROOM BREAD in my bag and went to my desk and get on with my class(: AFTER SCHOOL, went tampine st81 to have my lunchhh with PEI LING . ^^ is VEGETARIAN , nice niceee. can recommend friends there to eat, food was okay to me, so long is not a dirtyyy place and i can have my lunchhh. is okayy (: ordered 3dishes and had prata for lunch instead of riceee. hahas. I'M missing the food pleaseee. ! after that went PASIR RIS  to meet ZHENG DAO and went to get the chalet key for him and went around walking at ehub ! PEI LING went to shop for her stuff and both wanted to watch movieee. ended is only showing in the midnighttt. god~ no choice have to change show and decided to watch LOVE HAPPENS. ! was okayy only. even going to fall asleep hahhas. ;DDD going show next week again i think if PEI LING ends her exams earlyyy. hahhas.

TODAYYY SATURDAYYY ~ woke up around 12plus 1pm hahas. nice sleep YESTERDAYY:DD same old thing waiting for cousins and everyone to come and have chit chatting session and all. GRANDMA cooked green bean desert for us  NICE NICEE (: miss her cooking alot alot man. hahhas and uncleTERENCE cook food here too. just hand food. so was okayy (: nice niceee. and SISTERs ANGELENA, ALLICIA n cousinAMELIA went to get BBtea for family while auntJESSIE prepare grassjelly drink(: thanks everyoneee. and LATE EVENING everyone was getting prepared and going to RELIGIOUS tonight, ended late todayyy, was okay, cousinAMELISSA making me laughing the whole night and making me so happy. thanks cousinAMELISSA. she's myLOVED. <3333 that's all for the dayyy.

TOMORROW reporting to religious once again. lessons as usual, tireddd. but no choicee. updating tomorrow,  bye people. nights, sweet dreams (:

went meeting PEILING this morning at northpoint and had my lunch. again i was lateeee. always nowadays. so into coming school late. but lucky 'W'ahgong woke me hahas. took super long time to wake me hahhas. finally i pull myself out of bed and realised i was late. WTH ! alrights, quickly prepare and off to meet PEILING(: reach and decided to have pastamainiaaaa, chit chatting about PEILING outing when she's outsideee. hahas. (: damn interesting and after that, took bus 969 to TAMP and cabbb to school, both bought BBTEA before going school, STUPID UNCLE TOOK THE LONG ROUTE, PEILING SO UNHAPPY. ohmyyyy i'm spending alot todayyy pleaseee. cab and pasta moneyyy i left 20 bucks. WTH !

meeting ZD tmr, for helping him open chalet and after that maybe going movie with PEILING bah, not sureee. or maybe discussing our LLA project. not sureee, my group is always the group that id difdicult to communicate, some friends didnt turn up, so lack of communication, wishing everything can be plan and so i can type out and pass the proposal to teacher even if our LLA teacher didnt rush us, at least we know what we are doing, and meeting CI EN to pass her things and chit chatting with some problems (:

yesterdayyyy. ! school and tiredddd, morning lessons with MR.VICTOR-SOA was okayyy, always so busyyy, listening and paying attention in class. hahhas. :DDDD teacher rushing chapters like hell, and we are like mad dogs pleaseee ! exhuasted. had lunch at 12noon at caferian2 with PEI LING and her friends. (: and went to collect my java cert and went outside school, friend wanting smoke. then i standing there, waiting and chit chatting with friends. after that, went co-op shop to get my stationaryyyy. stupidd of me to forgot my pens and pencils. lucky i bought my highlighters.^^ if not i'm going to die with my highlighters. went lessons after that MR.ROGER. ENW, the one n only teacher that seems to be like sleeping pills to us. but the day was okay with him too. cause there is way too many things to concentrate then i decided to pay attention as much as i can even if i understand some of it. after that, lessons ended. went caferian2 to get dinner for JOHNATHANng. (: working in EXPO recently, and took coke n water for them too (: after that train home and went WCP to meet CI EN. forgot to bring her present and card. but still met her for dinner at newyork newyork. ate the GIANT BANANA SPLIT. ^^ hhaahas. superrr big. pictures with CI EN but i'm too lazyy to postttt. (: that's all for yesterdayyyy (: waited for bus with CI EN, chatting and she bused home, while i walk homeeee. (: that's all for the dayyys. lovesssss. <3

todayyy! went school early morning with XIAOXING (:, bought MAC for breakfast and we are once earlyyy again. hahahhas always early (: took bus 31 to school. reached, and walk to our class, sat outside to have our breakfast and chit chatting, (: while later. ESMOND came, chit chatting hahhas. boring morning, everyone is so sleepy and tireddddd. reporting sch so damn early when there's not a need to. after that. classmate all coming and reaching. chited with all of them and was so fun. sad~ MS. PEI LING didnt attend the morning STRESS MANAGEMENT TALKKKK. ): MR.VICTOR came ard 9am and mark our attendanceeee. superrr nag and strictttt teacherrrr. (: and went to the room just below cafe2 dunno what room la. then the speaker is i think MR.JAMES is i not wrongggg. and started to intro himself and want our class to divide into 4 groups and started to pick his leaderrrr. and i was choosen too. hahahs and wanting all 4 leaders to talk about what is our course doinggg god! cant even understand well and want us to speakkkk it outtt. BIS leh. ! hahas having so much fun went discussing the BIS courseee, VANN said something interesting and niceee comments, KIT damn funny he gave a word 'NONSENSE' hahas and was asked to explain why is it nonsense to him even thought his not the leader and followed by IVY and i'm the last to speakkk hahhas. MR.JAMES says our class is a very pro-active class, having class bonds and all. hahahs(: last was me and i say, i enter BUSINESS INFORMATION SYSTEM because this courseeee look very high class. hahhas and too bad, after coming in, is a dyinggg courseeee. after the talkk went to the find XIAOXING n HER BF chatting and stuff. after that. bus to TAMPINES meeting PEI LING there. ate KFC cheese fries for lunch and  walk around TAMP1 (: and bus back school to attend the advance activityyy BUT tooo bad, everything cancel because is RAININGGGG.! ^^ hahhas i'm soooo happpy ^.^

woke up like 9plus, didnt attend school cause of my major exam RETAKING olvls. hahas, realising that i didnt do much plannings for this year english althought i told my friends that, i did read through some notes and went in straight for exam, wanting to wake myself up for revision but. dying to have niceee sleep that's why. prepare and went to read had a mouthful of rice and vegetables, left house at 11.45.

met up with my ITE friend CHERYL, met her at JURONG interchange and WALK to JURONG WEST SEC SCH. and pleasee their school damn small. students very little lurhhh hahas. i think is only lie 100 students. i miss TANGLIN SECONDARY SCHOOL hall. they gave more space to students. and letting them to have more fresh air hahahs. cannot tolerate. but overall, was good. manage to complete my papers. AND MY DEARLY MS MANJIT, text her to see if my format was right. hahahs she replies damn fast, STILL AS CARING AS WELL. LOVEEEEEE HER PLEASEEEE. and she even called to remind me of the 18points of summaryyy hahhas ILOVEYOU msMANJIT miss youu man !

maybe gonna ask if she'll like to have meet up and gathering for 5n1 i bet she misses ur too. tolerating our nonsense everytimeee and the first class that she took for english always giving us the good impression and leaving alot of memories for us. god! i really miss her and lessons with her, always making the lessons so fun althought i hate ENGLISH much, but i've started to read books only when i LEAVE tanglin hahas. weirdoooo. hahas but overall i guess my language is not as bad as past. had got to do many work to improve on my languages and of course my speakingggg hahahs.

schooling tomorrow at 8.30am morningggg. got to start reading nowww.byeee peopleee. LOVEEEs

tiring dayyy,woke up late this morning. sis asked if  i'm going religious laterrr. wasnt plannig to go actually. As my olvl english is tomorrow. cant stand the way i'm having my life this way sometimes. getting more and more complicated time after time. things is getting from bad to worse and i didnt thought of it.

went religious for SUNDAYY lessons and after that, amelia UNCLE fetch us to her house, as my uncle going to bring us to tampines to have dinner, NICEEEE took a little rice and had more tasting of the food hahahs, nice nce(: damn FULL. after that uncle fetch us back to grandma houseee. wanted to show grandma my school. but too bad. uncle didnt went that wayyyy. shall show next time then. maybe gonna ask PEILING there for lunchh hahas. nice niceeee. (( : damn  happy to have dinner with uncles and cousinnn (:

went home, quickly change and waiting for my ONE MILLION STAR 5th SERIES. damnn nice please. all the particiapates having their finals tonight. watch million star since they start to show series 1 and now is the 5th series. ohmy ! see, its been showing for 4yearsplus i guess. hahas. old fans of million star ! hahhas SUN ZI YOU got TOPPP (: hahhas damnn happy pleaseeee. He improve real LOTS hahahas. (: so HAPPPPY^^

that's all for todayyy i guess,(: OLVLs tomorrow. GOD ! i haven really get prepare althought some of my friends said, ENGLISH didnt have things to studyyy but as time goes, there is always a method to improve on your english and trying to structure all the paragraphs by paragraghs, wishing that i can score better this time round, to read the questions properly before deciding to do, and of course the have a paragraphing planner from the introduction of the paragraph and ends with a nice ending (: WISHING MY GRADES CAN BE BETTER THIS TIME (: wishinggg. . .. . .

BABIES of the MONTHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY to AARON YEO ! CI EN ! FAREEN ! KAY YOKE ! SARAH TAN ! XUETING! (: day was okayyy, buzzing week as usual. many things are coming up and i'm trying to catch up all if i can, ASAP, i guess. as recently my GASTRIC is always making me suffering that's whyyy. people even sent me messages to asked me to remember my meals and all. but sometimes when i reach home, i didnt have the temptation to have my meals as its late.  how i wish my lessons can end earlier or having afternoon lessons till night, and not from early morning till late evening sometimes, cant even have the attention for all lessons sometimes, was tooo EXHUASTED to concentrate. have to get disturb or having some chatting to keep me awake. (: but really i have to thank my classmate especially, to always so caring and making me feel so happy every single day, always looking forward to attend school (: they are all the motivators that motivate each and everyone to come to school (: and of courseee MR.VICTOR. non-stopping naggs that making me freak out whenever he nags hahahs, nice teacher, nice classmates (:

CELEBRATING MY COUSIN 5TH YEAR OLD BIRTHDAYYY (: HAPPY ADVANCE BIRHTDAY MAUREEN (: sweeet and lovely, finally today got to have a little chat with cousinAMELIA hahas, always the one to share her weekly stuff when me and of course i'm sharing mine too. (: secrets ^^ that's all for the dayyy.

attending my religious lessons tomorrow, didnt make any preparation for everything at all, as i'm way too busy doing my work. don't have the time to, preparing my upcoming LLA PROJECTS, notes that needs to take down,  revision and of course my olevels exams